it got me thinking

newton's third law stated that to every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction

org tua cakap mula2 benci, lama2 suka
if dat's the case
say we apply the above law
does it mean dat mula2 suka will change to lama2 benci?
hurmnnnn...

so like when u like a guy, u also dun like him?
in the same amount u like him?
sungguh totaly tidak logika kan?

excuse moi
dalilah mabuk selepas habes 200++ slides on sports medicine

never let go

not so hardcore

this came in my email inbox a couple of days ago



so not helping me saving money for the upcoming trip *slaps forehead*

so the plan was to go today
i even manage to lure Kak Ana n Nisa to abandon study mission to go for a lil relaxing time in TD square
at first the small, insignificant detail dat today's temp gonna be -30 degrees plus another -10 degrees with windchill cannot deter us from the shops
very de rugi if dun go rite?
30% on everything plus another 10% on SPC
n i also had my hands on few extra La Senza coupons expiring tmr

but then, oh soooo mls to bundle up
plus i must be out of my mind to subject meself being turned into icicle while waiting for the bus and trains which are really really not reliable in this kinda weather

so, in the end here i am
caving inside my pinky hearts duvet
staring at the obscenely not so interesting Mr P
have to wrapping up derm, ortho is on the standstill yet
exam is in 4 days
then Vegas! n Cali!
oh sin city! n sun! n beaches!
FUN!

living out of lugagge

it's almost 4 pm now n i just barely started studying today
bad bad progress *geleng geleng kepala*

it's mini snow storming outside
-4 degrees now...not dat bad but i must be out of my mind if i were to set foot outside the door
heck, i dun even to get out the comfy confines of my duvet
let alone my room n my house
hibernating is wat i do best at times like this heheh
lets hope i can add another kilo or two to the staggering unmoving dial of bathroom scale at 40kg in these few days, shall we?

minus 7 days from the warm equatorial sun of the States
ouh, can't wait to be out of bundles of wintery wears
so, just a peek of the upcoming winter break plans

am leaving cold Calgaria on Dec 20th to Viva Las Vegas babeh!
am so gonna go watch Cirque Du Soleil
am still deciding whether to watch Mystere or KA
need to book the tickets fast! n it's so gonna cost a bomb!

will be driving to the magnificent Grand Canyon for a day
then off to San Diego for few days
the up to Anaheim to met up Mickey and the gang
wheeee~ am going to Disneyland!!!

move along to Hollywood and Universal Studios n downtown LA
i am so gonna take a drive along the Beverly Hills roads *perasan celebrities sebentar*
it would be perfect if we are renting the convertibles
ouh, gambar with the big Hollywood sign is a BIG must!

then off to San Francisco
mau tour the jln bukit2 iteww n the famous Golden Gate Bridge
Alcatraz jugak n Pier 39

back to Vegas again on the New Year
mayb go to Madame Tussaud's and not forgetting shopping la
will be leaving all the heat on Jan 3rd
waaaa!!! x nk blk!!! Calgary sejuk!!!

for now it's just me n Jeremy
but who knows, last min addition is totally welcome!
omg, it's gonna be so much FUN!!!
can't wait!!!!

this is not how to hit on girls on Facebook

pay attention guys
while Facebook/Friendster/Hi5/Myspace n its sepupu-sepapat out there can be use as social tool n platform to mayb finding ur true soul mate/love of ur life/summer fling/just friend/next victim/-feel free to put wateva why u use this services-
tis is not how to do it



dude, i put all of the things u ask me on my info box
i did not spend an hour to build the profile to have me repeating it all in ur face
n if u wondering where the hell Calgary AB is, i trust u know how to utilize Google
i mean you r on Facebook, Google or Yahoo is the most basic of internet, no?

even if u wanna make small talk, try not to make urself look stupid or ignorant
it makes me feel u undermine my intellectuality n dat's not gonna take u far, trust me

dun flood my pic comment box with all the details of u getting to know me
there's the wall or if u value privacy, u would use the messaging option

if u really wanna be friends n get to know a girl
have a decency to say hi n introduce yourself upfront
i mean, some of u dun even have the ball to put up ur own picture
for all i care, u r a stranger, potentially a serial killer
ok, maybe that over the top but there r all sorts of ppl on the net n i have had fair share of these ppl
so if u really want me to take u seriusly
dun do wateva this guy is doing
seriusly...

seriusly...

stop putting thoughts in my mind

woke up early for derm group discussion
finished 2 hrs ahead of schedule wohooo!

came home n had a bowl of macaroni chicken n seafood soup
found streaming movie of Twilight in not so shabby wonders of technicolor

hungry again after dreaming of Edward
had a plate of spaghetti bolognese drowning in cheddar n mozarella
while listening to House MD teaching on eclampsia

finally get to the business of rheumatology
10 slides into brittle bone n my mind is permanently stuck on thought of filet o fish



wat i wouldn't do to fulfill the cravings



now i can sleep opsss study peacefully

and the devil whispers

Edie: "I should never shop for lingerie when I'm horny. It's like buying groceries when you're hungry."

yes *nods nods*
all this is nafsu semata2
sedar la wahai diri!!!

the voice is saying : is not u want it, u NEED it
GET IT~

need my ass!
stop tempting me!

give in or fight?
pdhal dh tahu kalah jua akhirnyer

sharpen up those knives

wat i wouldn't kill to be home for korban this yr
daging goreng, roti bontot cecah gulai daging, sup gearbox, singang daging, kerabu perut, sup tulang, daging bakar, nyicoh perut, paru goreng *drools*
i'm sorry lembu lembu sekalian, u r just food, meant to be eaten

HAPPY EID ADHA
to all who celebrate it

p/s: asal seme org msk nasi dagang ah for raya haji ni?
saya mau jugak!!!
mau mkn saja, x nk buat
nges nges nges

my not so exciting life

woke up to a raining cotton balls
it was just last nite complaining of where's the snow n the cold?
it's already Dec for heaven sake
n looks whose listening n shove it in our face this morning?
*padan muka*

cook nasi lemak
to ease the craving
no more random mention of nasi lemak on FB ah Bram

tried to study
finish a couple of lectures
it's amazing how u can stay up n immerse urself in 500 pages of vampire love story in one day but it took u 10 or less slides of lecture n u as good as gone into the dreamland
shot me for not doing wat the taxpayers money are paying me to do

spend the nite before watching random movie trailers on utube
feels like doing a movie marathon of all the romantic comedy collections - 27 Dresses, Made of Honor, Definitely Maybe, yada yada
ended up watching Perfume: The Story of A Murderer

tummy doesn't feel so good today
bo-hoo
angin berkoyan-koyan :(

manage to goreng-ing HPOP worksheet, complete with all the condiments bagai
uh, i hate EBMs!

it's already school tmr
blergh!!

i am an angel

*note: do listen to the song Santa Baby to get the feeling of gedikness needed to menghayati this post muah muah*

my dearest Santa,
i have been an awfully very good girl this year *wink wink*
so mayb when u put my name down on dat forever long list of urs, consider these to put under my tree on the morning of 25th

1. BOSE dock for my iTouch



2. DSLR kit...am still undecided which one i want but i put my trust u will choose the very best for me *puppy eyes* n when i said kit, it means the whole thing with a couple of awesome lenses and filters etc, u get wat i mean tq.....*big kiss on the cheek*

3. Silver Volvo like this



4. or this Mini Cooper dat i always dreaming of



5. the Twilight Saga in hardcover would be nice too



6. then again, i still haven't got the 1st and 4th season of Grey's *hint hint*

7. how about a pink PSP or Nitendo DS or pink PSP and the whole Wii bundle including Guitar Hero n Wii Fit n the Dance Mat too!

8. i also need this to stash away all my pics n torrents n porn *opssss*



9. a really BIG, FAT bank account since i am going to US this winter break

10. Edward Cullen!!!!! *pengsan*



not dat bad huh?
only 10 small little items
*grins*
n i promise i'll thank you in every ways possible
*wink wink*

stay inside

i've been staying away from wat's happening in hometown
it gets tiring to read the same old news day after day
the only updet i get is from the infrequent phone calls to home
-shoot me for not keeping in good touch with my own family but the time difference can be a big hurdle *alasan!*-
or if Kak Ana ask if i know this n that dat is happening in beloved M'sia

dat's why i was late to find out about Norman Hakim ruckus or the fact that Kuala Terengganu is having a by election soon because the guy is dead while playing badminton or there's another landslide at Bukit Antarabangsa and government immediately calling off all hillside projects -yeah, like after numerous landslides that claimed so many lives already- or it's raining season now and it's already claiming its first victim

growing up i always love the rain season eventough i abhor rain
i was allowed to play air boh but under strict supervision of my family
mind u, i was living with my grandparents and i'm the only grandchild living with them so i get to hog all the attentions
back then, it's still gonna be flooding every monsoon season
after few years they decided to dig a water channel and no more floods *cries*
my uncle would made me a boat out of pelepah nyior and tied to a string
and i would glee in hapiness discovering the big fat earthworm crawling under the rocks
and the special diet of ubi kayu rebus with kelapa parut or pulut with ikan rebus goreng and kelapa parut *drools*
due to close proximity to the beach, the roaring waves somehow become my lullaby and soothes me to sleep
it is a good memory, indeed

hiatus

dat was the last of Grey's for 2008
no more new epi until Jan 8th
which is fine
i have exam n winter break to fill in the time
so no worries about missing the juicy actions while on the road

all the Seattle guys seems to be oh so suweeet these days
even bad ass Alex n manwhore McSteamy
but hey, McSteamy is a man afterall
u wouldn't think he can say no to Little Grey, wouldn't u?
not when she's begging him with "teach me teach me" speech
and Alex declaring he loves Izzie and sticking by her no matter wat?
u would think the cat will grow horns before the day finally come
*snickers*

so i opened the pandora's box

i finished the 500 pages of Twilight book in just one freaking day!
so much for studying plan today

i know i won't be able to put it down if i started
but ohh, the temptation is tooooo much to resist
and i do say i gladly give in haha
damn, now itching to read the next book in the saga
n u know after the 2nd book, i'll be wanting to read the third one and the last one
i won't be satisfied until i finished the whole series

whyla it can't be the same when i'm reading the med books
haha wishful thinking la Dalilah!

saje je ltk a peek of the next book and the left it hanging like dat
mmg mengoda jiwa saya yg semmgnyer sedia sng digoda
have to tahan the itch...exam in 2 weeks and less

for those whose still in the dark about wat's all the fuss about Edward Cullen
or for those already head over heels in love with him
silala jamu mata anda...



ouh Ice-y, in this trailer ade part Edward n Bella kiss
mayb not the whole scene but better than nothing
-yup, the scene kna potong in Malaysian cinemas, shucks!-

rockstar!

730am n i'm in my scrubs
watched ORIF (dat's open reduction and internal fixation for non medical ppl) of fracture dislocation of ankle, manipulation of total knee replacement and repair of Achilles tendon rupture
helped doing the cast

ortho surgery is awesome
all the drilling and plating and screwing
u would think u in a workshop or carpentry sumwhere
ouh, did i mention the blood and the broken bones?
coolness to the max!

the crazy dat it is

wat else if not the weather of Calgary
finally showing it's true colors



yerp, Calgary's weather mood swing can rival if not triumph over of dat XX species of homo sapiens

how convenient la...i have to go out at 630am tmr for core at Rockyview Hospital
mati kebekuan la aku~

new BFF

look who wanna be friends with me now


dulu aku nk kawan ko x lyn, now br nk terhegeh2
mintak maap la, x glamer la mak kalu kawan ngn hang skarang

i was so suprised to see the heading when i receive the email
but then i guess she want everybody on imeem to be her friends kan kan kan?
ye la, nk launch new album la katakan
harus baik dgn seme org so dat album sales laku n boley dapat segala macam anugerah anugerih

where's the sky?

How many times can I break till I shatter?
Over the line can't define what I'm after
I always turn the car around
All that I feel is the realness I'm faking
Taking my time but it's time that I'm wasting
Always turn the car around

Shattered-O.A.R

a little twilight adventure

lala i'm done with part 1 exam
part 2 in 3 weeks or so
so, njoy la dulu
kes kes kes

PE was excellent, i finished in 4 mins out of 6 mins allocated
tests for cruciate ligaments and straight leg raising test and also cross positive straight leg raising test
bykla la plak tanye soklan examiner tuh but i manage to answer all
so yeay to me!
anatomy was a whole different story all together
i can remember almost everything but just as i step into the lab, everything just vaporize into thin air *sigh*
think i didn't socialize enuf with the cadaver over the weekend

so in order to keep my frustration at bay
i came home n bake banana + pecan + chocolate chip muffin
yum yummy yum

then i load in three weeks worth of laundry while spring cleaning the room dat would put tongkang pecah to shame for the last few weeks
then tgh syiok vacumming, the electricity went off!!!
but the funny part it's only my room, Day-o's room n the kitchen part!
but it's a major glitch in the fuse box n everything went back to normal again *peace*

me have to miss twilight premier the week before due to exam
so i rope in Ziah for sum vampire love story~
we left the hse at 6pm to catch the 640pm show
little dat we know sum genius decide to set fire along the 7 ave, halting the train going into n out of downtown
wes, aku nk g tgk movie nih! grrrr!!!
we end up missing the 640pm show n have 3 hrs to kill before the next show

the theater was almost empty
given dat it's been a week since the premier and it is the last show of the nite
yeah, no midnite movies here booo!

the movie isn't dat good but it isn't dat bad either
with all the hype about it, you would expect it to be more
bet the book is better
if u expecting a vampire in action kinda Underworld movie, forget it
but if u wanna watch cheesy teenager love story movie, then go
but EDWARD CULLEN is one HOT vampire!
*drools*
n the volvo he's driving?
to die for!!!!

-spoiler warning-
i love the scene when she found out what he is and he reveal to her why he avoided sunlight
n the part he took her up the trees n plays the piano
*swoon*
the scene when the Cullens are playing baseball? totally cool!!!
might i add the nicely accompanying Supermassive Black Hole number from Muse makes it super duper cool
Edward juge sgt cool mase pakai shades when he drives Bella to school
ahhh jatuh chentaaaa okkkk!!!

we missed the last bus on the way back n have to walk from the train station
across the McMahon stadium n couple of blocks of houses
well, we didn't exactly missed the bus
it did come with the little sign saying OUT OF SERVICE *wtf*

now am finally home n ready to go to slumberland
am loving the wonderful smell of freshly laundried beddings
i shall drift to the world of dreams with edward in it
nite nite

just the right dose of the right drug

as if they know i'm supposed to focus every fiber of my being into tomorrow's exam
they decided to rerun the season premier tonite
so no new Grey's drama to perk up my day
ok, now i sounds so pathetic for having to rely on the tube to make my life interesting n meaningful
*sigh*

but just to keep me tuned up for next week...



haha
so chute la Denny marah at Alex like dat
but u're dead n dead man can do nothing

how can it be?

impossible as it seems but it is the truth; it is possible to feel so lonely while being surrounded by seas of people

abg ramly is the KING!

i was browsing thru textbook last nite when suddenly teringat betapa deliciousnyer burger special abg ramly yg jual tepi jln tu dan betapa nikmatnyer kalu boley menikmati satu atau dua bijik sekarang
u know, the otai burger yg seringgit dua tu, 2 beef patties (bkn sebarang daging burger, mesti yg abg ramly) balut with telur, in a bun with lettuce yg diricik halus, tomato, mayo n sos cili
mine would omit timun batang and onion *yucks, x suker*
i swear at the thoughts of sinking my teeth into the juicy and sloppy burgers, my salivary glands goes to overdrive in a matter of miuseconds
tis is far more superior compare to McD ke, Harvey's ker, Carl's Jr, Wendy etc
regardless ur fancy smanchy burgers

dulu time menetap kat Vista C, ade gerai yg bukak til late nite
sedia maklumla tgh2 mlm tu kan heheh
dan saya suka menyakat abg burger itewww
smpai dia igt how i like my burger, pergi tunjuk muka n senyum saja
burger special, x nk bwg satu siap!
no wonder i gain 2kg in a month when i first start med school dulu

nway, so i put it up
this craving i'm having rite now on my Facebook status
n guess wat my 'sahabat mithali' send me tis morning?


burger abg ramly yg ku idam-idamkan! mungeks tul

bertuah punyer anak pak cik zainal!
ko bagi aku gambar burger jer?!!!!!
waaaaaaa....jahatttttttttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!
kau kijam tau tak? KIJAM!!!!!!!!!!!

behind the smiles and laughters

Hi, my name is CT and i am a PostSecret addict

the first thing i do every Sunday morning, as soon as i open my eyes is to check out the newly posted secrets of others
it's an eye opener
the ugly truth of the world
and the sunshine joy as well

i have a few if not too many secrets of my own
who doesn't, eh?
i admire those who brave enuf to put it down n share it with the world
albeit anonymously
i haven't found my courage yet
maybe i will, maybe i will never
maybe some secrets are meant to be forever hidden
but for it to be let out...it would be a breather

to crap or not to crap?

toilet rosak lagi!
tis is like the 3rd time since moved in
prev episodes cleared on it's own

now i have to run downstairs everytime mother nature calls
such hassle tau, nk kna trn tangga yg ade 10 anak iteww
membuatkan ku pikir byk kali nk pepe/popo or not
which is wat i am doing now
*sgt2 desperate need to use toilet tp mls nk pegi*
tp nnt prone to batu karang or constipation
isk isk isk
tak sanggup........

while i love the proximity of the toilet roll of downstairs toilet sbb upstairs punyer is like kat depan instead of tepi toilet bowl n my hands r not long enuf to reach it -taula x guna air to wash up after, but whyla ltk toilet roll holder tu out of reach jugak- downstairs punyer sinki jauh ngn toilet bowl, so kna siapkan air siap2 before going on wit the business
ssh tul toilet mat salleh ni, skarang rindu those pipe getah berlingkaran dlm tandas

ok, back to wc malfunction
tried to fix it with wat little knowledge from Kemahiran Hidup lessons almost 10 yrs ago
only to make it worse
now it's overflowing *yeah, eeee-yewwwwwwwwwwwww*
bagai tikus baiki labu gamaknyer
tried calling the landlord but he's still at work
wth? still @ work @ 7 on Saturday?
dush! dush!
inda mau la call the plumber - dat's who u call kan to fix the toilet?-
plumber here is like cekik darah smpai kering kalah vampire

makes me terigt kisah lama di Vista C
the story of broken pipes
smpai pindah2 umah wakaka
mereka yg terlibat tau la skandal di sebaliknyer
bet u guys smiling at the silliness just remembering it, am i right?

btw, main point is.....
fix the toilet ASAP pretty pls
dun wan to waste precious energy n potential fat deposit going down n up the stairs just to take the leak
not when winter is starting n having the extra insualtion is critical
n i dun have the biggest of bladder
n dat coke isn't helping either
aaaaaaa...daku terseksa!!!!

new ear candy

top 5 of the moment

ignore the darkness feeling dat comes with listening to the tracks
it lulls me to sleep